Facing a Fear

I remember reading somewhere that a common fear among adults, and probably children, is public speaking. What can be worse than standing in front of your peers and lecturing, teaching, or trying to inspire? Today I was called upon to do all three. I am on the Leadership team at my school and I know that my role is minimal because I have not taken my position as a true leader. I love being on the team because I get to learn. My principal mentioned that I need to get out of the backseat and ‘bring something to the table’ (for lack of a better phrase). As a shy girl/woman this is but my most excruciating challenge in life- to be heard. I had a small section of a training to give to the staff today at my school. I had the notes, I highlighted the text, and I rehearsed in my living room on more than one occasion. Nothing prepares you for the impromptu question or the unexpected comment from the audience. How we react and what we say is critical to the cohesion of the presentation. I am happy to say that I was able to give my presentation and present a little humor by being honest with my audience and telling them that I am in an uncomfortable element. To my surprise and delight, my audience laughed when I tried to make a joke and engaged in activities when I asked. If I didn’t impress anyone in the staff room, I impressed myself. Each day presents new challenges that require we step up and take initiative. While these challenges might be really uncomfortable and create dry mouth, we must approach the obstacle head on and risk feeling embarrassed or as if no one understands a word we say. I might sound wise in the moment, but I have to admit, I still have yet to conquer this incredible wall of a challenge. I am still shy, introverted, and insecure, but I am taking one opportunity at a time to go to an uncomfortable place; a place where I am heard.

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